wonder's feels

it's a kind of feeling, which you never know why it happens and how it does.
everytime i see the name appears in the list, it just awesome yet disappointing my heart...

even so, i was so scared to send a word, i was so scared that being ignored, and... and a conversation ends without a goodbye!

and it still happening... every moment i look at my computer. friend told me to delete the contact, but i didn't... cause i don't want to loose it

.......

Jeez!

she is 17. is it a perfect age for her to fall in love? i'm sort of against that! it seems to me that she is too young. she got to spend more time on studies and important stuffs, but not this! should i stop her from doing that? i don't know anything about that guy, i can't give myself any confidence to give them a chance to try! it's too dangerous! ow~ what should i do. mom and dad didn't know that. should i inform them? should i say something to advise her? heard that he is leaving to UK, well that's none of my business! i just don't want her to get hurt from that!!!.... DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN!!!!!

Malfunction!

I just hate the sleeping system inside me, cause when it reaches 12 am, i feel like i'm alive! Jeez~ Help me...

回来了

原来我不可有一刻懒散！ 好几天没来这了，实在太多东西要说。。。但它们太罗嗦了~

最近感觉到梦里的一切很真实。 这一秒的我是否活在另一个世界呢？
有时终会不停地想。。。 我昏迷了多久啊？ 幻想着身边有人在等待着我苏醒。。。
哈哈哈~ 神精病！

无聊极端 ---> 麻痹了

思念着某人， 犯着同样的错， 傻傻地期待， 天真地盼望。。。

那些歌~

。。。很爱很爱你 所以愿意 舍得让你 往更多的幸福的地方飞去
很爱很爱你 只有让你 拥有爱情 我才安心。。。
刘若英


。。。忘记他 但愿忘掉了一切 。。。
邓丽君

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哈哈！终于完成了那游戏-- need for speed underground
感觉非常‘野’！ 它的第二集以在市场上热卖，嗨~太贵了！ 要命！！


无聊到极端的今天就这么过去了。 2009的同学约会是不是快要到了呢？ 非常的期待~
会是谁放飞机呢？ 是不是又迟到了？


你 你 你 你 你 。。。。。。 会是什么样子？

复杂

今天的心情很复杂。
是快乐还是思念？ 谁知？
又失眠了，据说是精神病。
哈哈。。。反正就是想念着陌生的你。

该不会要把头用力的敲击，醒来时什么都望得一干二静？
怎样？不错吧。
~自私鬼！ (骂自己啦)

压力很大，所以掉泪。 (虽然没亲眼看见，MSN告诉我的)
怎么啦？ 我可以帮你吗？ 真的一点机会都没有吗？

其实是我不敢帮，因为不想。。。

终而言之，今天的复杂是快乐地！
对了，再一个月就二十二了~ 妈，爸，我长大了也。
谢谢您们

A moment of change

Weird huh? Not at all, cause it's time blog in English, i guess~

It's 2 am in the morning, i'm still awake... I just can't sleep!
It's summer, what a season. The daylight seems to be a lil' bit hardworking since past few weeks.

Friends are going back to Malaysia, what the hell am i doing here? Should i go back too? Yes, i will (if someone is buying me a RETURN ticket)

Hey... what's up? Nothing, just a lil' bored!

真的再见了吗？

昨晚又失眠了 因为脑海里不停地想着你 越想就越难受
我不想闭上双眼而进入梦的世界 一个你从来不曾出现过的地方
天天望着网际里的你 却摸不着你的心 看不见你的踪影
想问你最近好吗？ 但你却不怎样回答我的问题
是不是第一次的误会 而我始终并没有别的选择
只好默默地藏着爱你的心 埋葬在某个角落