Guilt-Me

I do believe in Karma.
I get what i deserved.

Guilt strikes me again.
I have no excuse to forgive myself and i did not plan to do so...

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The phone rings while he was so busy packing ingredients.
I knew that because i seen that before, during Puasa.
He could not recognized my voice, guess he must be so surprised and happy to hear from me again.
I knew that because our last conversation was ages ago.
He must be so disappointed and heart broken.
I knew that because that was the same reason why i called him for the passed three years.

I am really useless.
I felt so bad for being treated him like this for so long.

I feeling shameful~